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For some reincarnation is a thoroughly debated topic, for others the belief in a ceaseless cycle of life is as natural as breathing itself. I am one of the believers that Death is not an ending but a doorway into the next chapter. I believe that life is an ascension spiral towards divine awaking. To me the idea of only living once & our eternity being based off of that one lifetime is not only unlikely but improbable. To the awakening soul there is a sacred understanding deep within that there is a wealth of memories and experiences from previous lifetimes waiting to be unlocked and utilized in the present life. How is it that we access these gifts and memories? This is where true exploration of the soul begins but before we dive headfirst into the waters there are often clues all around about our souls stories.

For instance if you find yourself inexplicably drawn to certain cultures or lands you’ve never been to this may be your soul signaling where it once felt the most at home. There was a great prophecy given to our ancestors on this land (North America) in which it was stated the ancient ones and wise elders would one day incarnate all over the globe in all races, all creeds to teach and finally unite the earth in love. I find deep resonance with with this vision of the Rainbow Warriors because I feel it is proof in a prophetic way why many awakening souls feel so deeply connected to ideas and values seemingly unconnected to their present life. I feel many old souls carry the ability to sense deeply what they have once valued and loved. Another past life clue comes from the things we are inexplicably good at. Sometimes we try something for the first time only to feel like we have been doing this our whole life, there is a mighty chance that is because we remember in our soul the things we’ve mastered in our previous lifetimes. One of the biggest clues is the sensation of Deja vu which can spread its brief magic over us at any moment without warning. I believe Deja vu stems from the soul recognizing a moment that mirrors a moment we have experienced long ago.

Past life Recall is naturally as skeptical a topic as reincarnation itself. There are many who can believe in reincarnation but find the idea of retrieving memories still too far fetched. Past life recollection is absolutely possible. The benefit of unlocking the doors of the past is that it creates a bridge of understanding to better our futures.

There are many methods to go back in time, but the underlying requirement will always be that we are able to disconnect completely from our ego to reach true understanding, at least for the time we are looking backwards at our past anyways. To look backwards requires a willingness to embody a non biased perspective. It is important that we allow ourselves to witness both our highs and our lows without judgment because what we see has already happened.

So what are a few methods to try?

Lucid Dreaming: create a sacred routine with your sleep schedule, sleep always with the intention of what you wish to dream. Learn your dreaming habits. What keeps you from dreaming? Learn which habits keep you restless and up and night. Talk to your Angels/Guides/Ancestors inside your head as you fall asleep. Ask them to guide you to revelation

Meditation: Routine is sacred. When we do something like meditation with repetition it naturally becomes a clearer and clearer window towards wherever we want to gaze. Always let your intention be what you wish to discover.

Routine does not have to be strict, think of it more so as a creative ritual

Pendulum Channeling:

This is my proffered method, using my pendulum to channel information directly from higher powers. This practice just like Lucid Dreaming and Meditation require much patience. The doors to past lives are not going to come swinging open and reveal everything to you instantaneously. It is a process of growth and discovery in which the Divine shows us what we are ready for when we are ready.

Unlocking the doors to the past is deeply healing because it allows us to witness the evolution of our soul, it allows us to offer love and hope to the areas that have been missed before, it allows us to be courageous where we may have faltered.

One step at a time we can uncover the hidden depths of our soul and use them to carry us forward.



Whether it is self imposed or projected upon us by another, judgement is the burden that drains us of our ability to recognize our creative individuality. When I say creative individuality I am talking about the gift of free will, which allows us to create a reality entirely unique from our neighbors. With the weight of judgment on our shoulders suddenly we may find ourselves comparing the details of our lives to those around us instead of celebrating their differences.

Judgment catapults us into an energy of self doubt which drains us of our manifesting ability. To let go of judgment is to stand in full acceptance of wherever we are in our journey, without the need to scrutinize it against the paths of others. To let go of judgement is to decide that only we can live out our unique destines and choose to celebrate it in whichever form it takes. To let go of judgement it is especially important to decide that the thoughts & opinions of others do not shift our opinions of ourselves.

As Dita von Teese once said “you can be the ripest juiciest peach in the world and there is still going to be somebody who does not like peaches.” Overcoming judgment is about deciding you are the most delicious fruit in your garden without ever considering how you taste to others. Through this act of letting go we allow ourselves to be seen through the lenses of love, which gives us the confidence and stamina needed to bring our creative visions to life. By eliminated the fog of judgement in our psyche we are free to rise into true soul fulfillment. Finally, we can taste the beauty of life as we live it.


Within everything in life exists duality. Everything has its equal energetic opposite in one form or another. Naturally this dance of opposites exists in humans. Even the most joyous beings must have moments of crashing lows, the most creative beings fear inadequacy and often the most spiritual people have moments where doubt grips them. It would be impossible to live a life completely without our dualities. It’s impossible to be all “love and light” all the time when darkness and light are both halves of what make life whole. Instead of trying to be only light it is much better to seek peace and wholeness. Peace can only come from acceptance of self, which will require us to ride our waves of darkness when they come without shame or regret.

Part of why moments of shadow such as fear, anger or anxiety can feel so overwhelming is

because there is a lack of acceptance. Often we or the world around us have told ourselves that this behavior is unacceptable or impure, so naturally our psyche crashes against us as it seeks acceptance. Reassurance of self is one of the quickest ways to equalize our darkness and bring us back into balance. Reassurance works for several reasons. First, what exists in the mind is not exclusively created by us. Our mind is a sponge and absorbs much of what is in its environment. Sometimes we can be brought to a low place simply because our mind is mimicking an energy we’ve been around. Reassurance allows us to hear what our true voice sounds like which makes eliminating intrusive thoughts easier. Reassurance works wonders in that the more we fill our minds with thoughts of higher vibration the harder it is for intrusive thoughts to find a way in. Often when we feel lost or

alone it is our own comfort we are craving so reassurance can cure our restlessness in surprising ways. We want to be heard, especially by ourselves.

If we find ourselves in a moment of internal anguish that turns volatile or manic, reassurance paired with breathing slowly & deeply is the most effective course to come back to our center. It will of course be challenging to listen to ourselves in that moment, but we must fight to be heard. By fighting for ourselves we remind ourselves who’s side we are on. With practice the storms that plague us are able to pass by with little collateral damage and we appreciate the sun much more as it reappears. I wanted to create this entry as a reminder that even beings with the most powerful highs will most certainly have very low lows and that is so much more than okay, it’s expected. Those lows will make our triumphs that much sweeter and better yet they last in our heart as teaching moments to share with others.



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